Dreams

I'm not sure if my mind is trying to rationalize the reasoning behind why Ryan and I are so far away...but I have some of the most intense dreams. And in these dreams there is always something standing in our way.

Whether it is a job, a person, or something completely random, that element is always present. Lately, it seems we've been able to overcome this in my dreams. I hope it is a foreshadowing of what is to come in our lives together.

In reality, our enemy is distance. 2,000 miles apart. Is my mind trying to put a face on an inanimate object or what...but I wake up in the weirdest emotional state. Almost a frantic state of having to be at his side...

And now work will stand in my way. I must go make a living.