Have you ever had the feeling that you're personal time line is one second out of sync with the rest of the universe? Today, everything is just out of sync. The timing is never right, I'm either too early or too late. And if by some random chance, I am on time, that time is stolen away by some force that cannot be reckoned with.
And it's always the little things. Being at the bank too early, getting home too late, trying to answer the phone one ring too late...etcetera, etcetera.
Ever listened to Meet Me Halfway by the Black Eyed Peas? If you have, and you really listen to the lyrics, that is me. That is my theme song of my life and my relationship. If you haven't heard it, I suggest you do.
I wish circumstances with my relationship with Ryan were so much different. The timing is never right...Eastern to Pacific is somewhat of a pain to deal with. The location is never right. We want our lives to be together. It is so hard, because we both have our respective lives where we live. Neither of us can just up and drop everything. It takes a type of finesse, a lot of planning, and a lot of pain.
Can you meet me halfway? Right at the borderline is where I'm going to wait for you. I'll be looking out night and day. I took my heart to the limit and this is where I stay. I can't go any further than this. I want you so bad it's my only wish.
Yep, one second out of sync from the rest of the universe.
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